I become happy and thoughtful today. I mean I was not so miserable the other days even though the semester is coming to an end and I could barely have a minute to breathe.
First of all, let me tell you about my Linguistics class.
Our professor was so lovely tonight than ever!!! After our negotiation attempt,
he agreed to delay our test for one week and said: “I may have big trouble with
the Department as I have to find an excuse for this going-against schedule. But
it’s okay. As long as you feel happy, then I am ok” – that’s exactly what he
said to us. (A good lesson for me as a teacher in the future… But I don’t mean
to spoil students just to gain love from them, hee hee…). That brought us a big
happy sigh….
The rest of the class hours went by in interest and motivation. I like Linguistics, and I like his lecture too. But he made us laugh sometime by his immortal response like: “Semantics is kind of hard part. It’s not like Syntax”. “So, syntax is easy?”-I responded and the class just laughed. Because just in the previous class, he told us that Syntax was one of the hardest and most complicated chapters in the book. Anyway, he laughed when he heard me respond too. Another laughing, a classmate of mine asked him: “What kind of short answer in the test, can you…?” –“A short answer is just a short answer…”!!! What an answer!!! No more no less!!! However, we were actually motivated a lot in his class. We saw his good attention and dedication to us. I just realized one important thing: Students regardless nationality or cultures or whatever differences, they are all happy when they are content, they are motivated when they really learn, or when they find the true stimulus and inspiration for learning. He has put on us a “nice pressure” by the test- he wanted us to pay more attention and dept-learning for Linguistics. I noticed delightful and bright faces of my classmates during the time he talked. I thought of the significance of a model teacher!
Even the way home today was not the same than any other times, when I just walked quietly and fast. We talked and laughed and I saw my friends were happy just like me. My friend Noe will teach me board-skiing and will take me to Mexico for lunch very soon. That’s what he said before goodbye.
Back to my home, I walked but just like dancing on the way, feeling full of thrills. I liked to sing, and I did, but soft enough so that no one could hear... Just remembered that today is Vietnamese Teacher’s day. I hurried copied down the message that is already in my head for my university mates, among some are my good friends. I wish they are being happy, in some way, like I am now. “To my Anh A Su Pham: Though you are / not a teacher, I wish the Teacher’s Day is an important reminder in you of memories about school, friendship and many more… May you gain joy and success on your way… See you again” ( to those who didn’t get it ).
Oh, I had a quite personal conversation with a classmate today too. It started from online course when I told her I was positively impressed by online course and that Dr Yanes is really cool. She seems very interested but she told me that she had to stop school for a while as she could not afford it. Here is her answer for my “why” question: “Because my father will not pay for my school any more, and international tuition is crazy. I have to stop to work and save money to come back. I love school so much, oh, poor me”. “I am so sorry to hear that. I wish you can continue with us”. “Yes, me too, but I have my sister entering college so my parents move the funds on her. They said I am 21 already. I feel like they have pushed me out”. I felt s little bit bitter about it… Yes American school is crazily expensive, yes she is 21 “already” but she likes school, and now she has to stop it. I just looked back to myself and more realized how lucky I am to have Cindy and Doug who take care of me. But I was too unhappy to compare her with myself. Maybe she won’t be able to find a job. Maybe she can never save enough to the amount. Maybe she will have to help her family with her future income instead. A lot of possibilities as well as obstacles can occur to her. And I just keep in mind what she told me: “But I love school so much”. She looked so sad when saying that!!!